Little looking for a Care giver

Hello, I am pheo/pheora I AM BORN MALE QUESTIONING MY GENDER, I am a age regressing little looking for a caregiver or just a relationship im 18 almost 19 and i regress to 10-11 though im not sure exactly-, I'm looking for someone to play games with and to roleplay and just hangout with, I am a nerotic idiot so calling ect is a no for a while and even when I want to it'll take a bit for me to talk unless it's about a hyper focus and then I can yap for hours JUST PLEASE DONT BE A DICK